wOrLd Of JcTaNg

星期五

2012-01-27T06:47:00.004+08:00

我不喜欢起身的感觉，
让我一直睡，永远不起啊....
我好累，身体并不累，累在要去面对这讨人厌的世界..
星期五哦，我没感觉..
我的世界好像只为你转，可是你在哪...

还好有五月天的歌声陪我...

我知道啦

2012-01-21T13:04:00.001+08:00

对啦，我很肥，

不用一直提醒我吧...

糟糕了，过年了，

肯定被问个够，

“吃什么吃到那么肥啊？”

（妈的，关你屁事哦？）

“哇，你妈咪那么瘦，怎样生你出来的？”

（好像我一出世就酱大）

“咿，你不是读营养吗？”

（谁规定读营养就要瘦？读营养的，不是人吗？）

我懂，我很糟糕，

我懂，我很不好，

我也懂，我很肥啦!

可以瘦的话，谁想肥？

好啦，抱怨完了，

终究是我没有好好照顾自己的身体，

是我错，

我会加油的...

过年，就穿酱？

好不好？

烦

宗旨

2012-01-18T10:47:00.001+08:00

这不可以post在大众，

只好静悄悄把它post在这吧。

*纯粹好玩*

P.S.: 我们是有做工的！

我不愿让你一个人

2012-01-14T08:29:00.003+08:00

脑中一直出现这旋律，这歌词....
好棒...

你说呢明知你不在还是会问
空气却不能代替你出声
习惯像永不愈合的固执伤痕
一思念就撕裂灵魂

把相片让你能保存多洗一本
毛衣也为你准备多一层
但是你孤单时刻安慰的体温
怎么为你多留一份

我不愿让你一个人一个人在人海浮沉
我不愿你独自走过风雨的时分

我不愿让你一个人承受这世界的残忍
我不愿眼泪陪你到永恒

你走后爱情的遗迹像是空城
遗落你杯子手套和笑声
最后你只带走你脆弱和单纯
和我最放不下的人

也许未来你会找到懂你疼你更好的人
下段旅程你一定要更幸福丰盛

我不愿让你一个人一个人在人海浮沉
我不愿你独自走过风雨的时分

我不愿让你一个人承受这世界的残忍
我不愿眼泪陪你到永恒

你说呢明知你不在还是会问
只因习惯你满足的眼神
只是我最后一个奢求的可能
只求你有快乐人生

只求命运带你去一段全新的旅程
往幸福的天涯飞奔
别回头就往前飞奔

请忘了我还一个人

Vacations

2012-01-13T06:40:00.000+08:00

Graduation trip?

Auckland?

Christchurch?

Korea?

Italy?

Dali, China?

Shangri-la, China?

AHHH, i want to go all!!

【我不願讓你一個人】

2012-01-11T07:02:00.003+08:00

我不愿让你一个人，
凭听歌名就好伤心，
我不愿让你一个人....

仔仔跟五月天搭配实在太棒了！
值得一看哦

Reality

2012-01-10T21:18:00.000+08:00

Finally we have to face the reality.
10 weeks Food Service Practical has officially start...
Not really excited and happy about it.
I seriously need to learn how to talk, talk in a proper and better way.
Not comfortable with black and whites :(
Not comfortable with new environment...

I miss you :(

Here's the working place and corner for us.

Hot and boring :(

此时感觉

2012-01-09T00:15:00.001+08:00

眼晴开不了，
鼻头酸酸的，
嘴唇也麻了...
呼吸不正常，
我，是怎么了..

原来，
心痛了...

面具

2012-01-09T00:03:00.001+08:00

我会努力去做这新面具，
努力地带着它，
一直走下去..
要不然，就没门了..
谁叫你一点也不讨喜..
也不讨人爱..

原来，做自己，
好难...

好朋友

2012-01-08T20:45:00.001+08:00

《转发》
隨著網路的發達，智慧型手機的便利，和朋友聊天聯絡感情愈趨方便；
認識新朋友，越來越容易，臉書上的好友數漸漸變的僅供參考
多多益善??在朋友圈似乎未必成立

雖然現在的我不過是個大學生，或許在一些長輩的眼裡，我們就是喜歡和朋友鬼混的年齡XD
但是，隨著年齡的增長漸漸感受到，朋友，重質不重量；
其實我還是一個很愛交朋友的人，不論是學校的朋友或者是朋友的朋友，
亦或是因為一個活動或是參加一個趴踢所認識的朋友，
只是，＂朋友＂二字有時候也會顯的膚淺，
有些常常見了面就擁抱，熱情的叫著你的小名或是很親暱的綽號，說著很珍惜，
但是，他可能連你的全名是什麼都不知道，真正需要幫忙需要一個肩膀哭泣時，
發現他們對你敬而遠之。。。

當你站在高處的時候，你的朋友知道你在哪；
而當你在谷底時，你會知道你的朋友在哪

還記得以前我常常很羨慕別人都有綽號，尤其是好多女生的綽號聽起來都好可愛，
但是，到了現在，我反而好珍惜那些會叫我全名的朋友，
即使是在吵架時對你無奈的說著：ＸＸＸ，你真是夠了！
叫著你的全名對你大吵一架，但因為在乎，才會生氣，才會有爭執；
也許現在有許多人都會以姊妹相稱，看似很好的感情，
有許多背後卻是千瘡百孔！

曾經遇過一位朋友向我哭訴，看似很好的姊妹，卻搶了她交往四年的男友；
當對方是你掏心掏肺的朋友，他卻在你背後和你的男人建立另一項關係時，
看到ＭＳＮ那些不堪的對話紀錄，平常卻還和你以＂姊妹＂。以＂親愛的＂相稱，
我想這應該是無比大的傷害吧！回想起來真是諷刺加令人作噁！
這時候除了陪我朋友罵這位＂姊妹＂時，我也告訴他，
或許這是他交了你這個朋友唯一為你做對的事！
因為他幫你做了資源回收桶，幫妳帶走一個爛男人；
另一方面，她也讓你看清她的真面目！

所以當事情真的遇到時，埋怨完了，或許放下和換個角度思考你會過得更好

最近，我發現一件非常微妙的事，現在會叫我三個字名字的，
幾乎都是國中或國小的同學；同時，他們的另一個身分是，我最好的朋友！
可能是國中小都會覺得只叫名字而不叫姓很噁心吧，尤其是男生對女生或是女生對男生時，
因此久而久之即使認識再久也不會刻意去改了；當然這不適用全部的人身上，
因為我剛好就是一個不太有綽號的人，而到了大學才認識的好朋友，
那時就會開始叫兩個字的＂名＂了，所以，請珍惜那些還會去記妳全名或是你名字的人，
名字比綽號難記頗多，如果他願意花一些時間和心力去努力記下你的名字，
也可以些許證明他們真的願意花時間在你身上，卡片上寫下無誤的名字，
看到時也能小小的會心一笑～

談到朋友，名字當然不能用來做為百分之百的指標，相處依然是最重要的；
患難見真情
這句話或許寫出來很多人都覺得＂靠！也太沒有新意！老是在患難見真情＂
但是，我想說，他ｘ的！它才是真的超實用超耐用超長久的好話呀!!!!!!!!
太多的經驗，不開心的時候，傷心難過的時候，
往往陪在身邊的都是到現在我依然相信的好友，用好友來形容他們我都覺得太貶低他們了，
用家人或許更加適切吧！

即便半夜忽然發生什麼事，當我慌亂不知所措，拿著電話，看著時鐘顯示著凌晨三點
，猶豫的按下電話號碼時；另一頭傳來帶著睡意的聲音，卻是關心的問著發生什麼事了？
因為是家人，所以他理解這時候的電話一定是有急事才會打的！
他會聽著話筒裡的你哭泣的訴說著不開心，甚至問你要不要見個面？
即便已經凌晨三點。。。

而一次期中考的經痛，讓我對大學才認識的朋友無比感謝，
一個小時之後，大家都要面臨期中考大魔王，他們看著不舒服的我，
放下了眼前的考試，急著幫我買藥，急著要怎麼做才能讓我好好的上考場！
那時候我一直叫他們趕快回去看書，我自己去買藥就可以了；
但是，他們卻堅持要看到我好了才要離開，聽到這句話的時候，
儘管當時痛到全身無力，卻讓我獲得了更多！

很多事情由小見大，友誼也是一樣的，朋友不是用嘴巴講的就是朋友，
即使ＦＢ上常常和你姊妹來姐妹去的也未必是，而是：

當你開心的動態出現，他可能只是按了一個讚沒有多加評論，
但是，卻在你不開心動態出現時，他第一時間打了電話給你，
著急著問你要不要幫忙？

身為好友的他，擔心的不是你的開心，而是你的不開心

當你在考試的期間，你會發現電話靜悄悄，MSN他也不再密你，
甚至偷偷發現他出去玩竟然沒有約你！只是偶而躺著一兩封簡訊在你的手機裡
但在放榜時他會急著關心你的成績是否理想，你的心情是否美麗，
這時你會發現，原來之前的保持距離，是因為他怕你分心，
這是他身為好友的貼心

當你交了男/女朋友時，他會忌妒的說著：見色忘友
但是他卻是開心的看著幸福的你（如果你是幸福的）
當你和男/女朋友吵架時，他不會急著陪你罵對方，
他會幫你分析事情的對錯，也幫你審視這個人是否適合走下去，

當你遇到爛人在一起的時候，你的朋友可能會不斷的唱衰你，
所謂旁觀者清，當你迷在其中的時候，你的朋友在擔心著你，
每一次對你們的不看好，其實是他認為你值得更好的，
他不忍心看著你一次次受傷害卻又不肯自拔。。。
這是他身為好友對你的擔心

當你做錯事的時候，他會告訴你，哪裡錯了，應該怎麼改進；
然後他會安慰你，擔心你過度自責最後缺乏自信，
他會懂得這之間的平衡，讓你知道自己的缺點，卻又知道適時的鼓勵著你

當你迷惘做不出決定時，你的朋友不會告訴你＂想這麼多幹嘛＂.＂別想了＂
他不會說些無關緊要的話，他會懂得你的焦慮以及徬徨無助，
他會陪你想解決的方法，幫你分析每一條路的優缺點，最後告訴你，
不管你做什麼決定，我都會支持你，錯了，陪你一起重新走過！

當你去夜店玩的時候，他不會自己玩HIGH就放你一個人去，
即使喝了酒，跳著舞，他依然會看著你，照顧著你，
擔心你會不會喝掛，擔心你會不會被別人毛手毛腳
即使再累，他也會確定你已經平安到家他才會放心的去睡覺

當你很忙碌久久沒聯絡的時候，他不會生氣，
不會覺得為什麼這麼久沒連絡；如果夠在乎彼此，
就會知道自己一定在對方的心中，沒聯絡，
是因為彼此朝著自己的目標努力著所導致的忙碌！
等到事情忙完了，一定會有對方的來電，
這時候即使面對面聊天，或者只是靜靜的坐在彼此的身旁，
也不會有一絲一毫的尷尬

真正的好友相處在一起，不會用一堆話題來掩飾空氣中的尷尬氣氛；
真正的好友相處在一起，即使喝著手邊的咖啡靜靜的望著窗外，
也能感受到對方的開心。。。
平常的相處往往就能感覺得到彼此的真心，
相對的，你也要付出，也要用真心去對待！
另外就是物以類聚（又是一句亙古不變的好話XD)
請選擇那些也會珍惜你的朋友在一起，
他會帶你一起樂觀，一起開心，陪你一起哭，
在你需要他的時候，即使再忙，他也會放下手邊的事。。。

最后两天

2012-01-08T19:14:00.003+08:00

到数开学-只剩下仅仅12小时 :(

不爽不爽不爽！

我不要我不要我不要！

...................................但还是要...闲......

这个周末，我已尽情的在玩了..

想必也够了,

可是心情就是好不起来..

要毕业了，更懊恼...

好啦，不发牢骚了，

回顾一下这两天吧....

7/1/12，星期六，晴

我们大步大步走在Taman Pertanian 里，因为...

没有脚车租了，那么大的一个公园，竟然不够脚车出租，有没有搞错啊....

于是我们走了3-4km, 就坐下吃三明治了..

瞧他，吃的多开心...

吃完，就来个大合照咯..

再看到一只大猴子..

因为又晒有热的关系，我们放弃走了，就坐巴士回到原点..

看看有没有脚车出租..

租了RM10/hour的脚车，才发觉有人不会骑,hahaha..

两位就骑的很开心一下..

最后就来张自拍吧.. *天气实在有点太热啦*

然后我们就跑去Summit看了场戏,

整天下来，没有很舒服的天气，也没有很顺利的旅程，但是我们一起就是开心 :)

8/1/12, 星期日, 晴

我们心血来潮要去pavilion看doraemon fair!

超兴奋的!!

然后才发觉这展览小到不行...

失望，更没拍到什么照，

只好到门口拍拍一大堆人拍过的熊吧..

............

结果我们也拍了一堆..

我们一致觉得很丑的熊...哈哈

Sawadikapp..这是泰国的!

我不懂这是那里的，单纯喜欢它的黑... 呵呵

其实一整排看，还真壮观...

时间还早，没什么游客...

他说这只很美也是他最喜欢的一只..

黄kam kam 的 Malaysia.. B**sih?

我们 live with loves 吧 :)

wen wei 更不忘把自己假扮成游客... 还是新加坡游客tim..

因为我们都觉得在KL拍照是很paiseh的一件事..

我们就在我最爱的新加坡虾面来结束这短短的星期日早上..

我们10am 到，12pm 离开，一点塞车都没有!! 爽!

好啦，这就是我白痴又无聊的最后两天假期啦...

下午跟sim ling 去面对面吃个板面再送他到 Jia Huan 车去Seremban 咯...

这20个礼拜我们都不会一起工作了，你要好好照顾自己呀.. :)

Cutie Pie

2012-01-07T00:01:00.001+08:00

Actually I've nothing much to blog about, but here's the cutie pies for the day :D

She's not one of the cutie pie, but it turned out cute and prettie :)

Likes Jia Huan's smile and Starr's "curios eye"! Cute rt?

Here's lingy, I quite satisfy too, not because of my skill, just because we found the talent of modelling in her. ;)

Here are the nominated cutie pies!! Hello Shannie :*

<你好吗，我很好>

2012-01-06T00:39:00.001+08:00

本身是超级喜欢范范和黑人这一对，一直很羡慕这一段爱情..

爱情?看一看这短片呗..

这短片不是范范和黑人，而是许玮甯和黑人合拍的短片，

虽然说如果是许玮甯和阮经天，或黑人和范范拍会更加甜蜜，

但是在这短片里的组合也不错，男的可爱，女的漂亮...甜蜜感并没减..

爱情，它是很奇妙的东西..

黑人把圆规来比喻他的爱情..

爱情是他生活中的圆规点，没有爱情，他的生活也不圆满，

就如圆规没有点，也不能画出完美的圆圈..
那你呢？会怎么去形容你的爱情？

爱情，每个人都能拥有，

只是它什么时候来呢？

坦白说，有了你们，我就如有了爱情..

我不需要天荒地老，海枯石烂的爱情，

我只需要有人在我开心时，
陪我大笑，大吃，大喝，
再一起去旅行；
在我不开心时，

在我身边陪我一起不说话，被我发一发脾气，也不怪我..

再给我一个抱，给我肯定的一个眼神说你会一直在我身边..

很庆幸的说，我找到你们了..

不嫌弃我的怪癖，不嫌弃我的坏脾气，

这比任何爱情来得更幸福..

可是，朋友啊，如果你们遇到了那个点，

千万别为了我们这些还没找到点的人而放弃..

因为说不定，有一天我也会为了那个点而放弃你们啊.. ;)

你幸福，我开心..

但是如果他欺负你，我为你打抱不平时，

你绝对不可以帮他!!

我会生气哦..

问问你的心，你....

爱他吗？

宠自己

2012-01-05T02:11:00.001+08:00

距离开学还有4天..

天啊，假期怎么那么短啊 >.<

简略的说说这两天吧，

其实我只是宅在家里看时尚玩家.. 呵呵..

没的去玩，透过这节目也能让我看看这世界也不错 :)

听听这歌呗..

《郊游交很久》

无论歌词和MV都超无厘头的..

可是听听就很开心.

以前都觉得他们好不帅，

可是后来发觉他们是超认真，超疼老婆的，

这样一来，我就觉得他们好帅了 :)

另外，买了新宝贝宠宠自己咯，

本来很想很想买lens,

可是，唉，省点钱去旅行吧..

所以只买了这，

一直都很想要,看身边的朋友一个一个买了,

却不舍得买,

我忍不住啦!

狠狠给他买下去!

这月要省些咯..

还有哦, 到我们三十岁时还是单身,

我们一起在carl's junior吃汉堡,

再去欧洲旅行~

要记得!!

闷

2012-01-03T23:23:00.000+08:00

别人都问我在家里做些什么，呃...

拍自恋照？那是过去咯，三四年前吧..

最近都在拍些无聊的东西，

好啦，马捞，不是说你，别生气哦..

说着说着我都不懂自己在说什么，

一个字，

“闷”

不懂妹妹过的怎样.. *担心*

不懂妈咪的咳好些没...*担心*

两位我的最爱，请你们好好照顾自己..

保存期限

2012-01-03T06:20:00.001+08:00

爱情真的有保存期限么？
那我们的永远别过期，好么？
我们一起好好去经营..

Ps: 哈罗，要改改脾气哦 :)

同床异梦

2012-01-02T02:59:00.004+08:00

这是个朋友的弟弟所拍摄的，觉得还满有意义的..

《同床异梦》

Part 1

Part 2

如果有一天，正常变成不正常，那原本正常的人对于不正常这字眼会怎样看呢?

什么又是正常?什么又是不正常?

少数的就是<不正常>咯..

值得一看的短片...

来听听主题曲吧,

歌声很赞哦..

《相爱方式》
作词：宁欣
作曲：文耀
编曲：Tony
演唱：郑斌彦

我们相爱的方式
本来就让人感觉不适
何必再费工夫掩饰
一起逛街吃饭的日子

爱情简单两个字
只有爱或不爱的程式
幸福搁在什么位置
我们都该对爱很坚持

Buddy 情人知己我们的关系要停在哪里
你的呼吸你的身影你的话语
我不想只用日记来表现我很爱你

Buddy 情人知己我们的距离又拉长了几米
我的任性我的体贴我的细心
你不能只用眼神告诉我你的迟疑

每一天你会想我几次
会不会把我放在重要的位置
知不知道
勇敢说爱你是我一辈子想做的事

这样相爱的方式
我们都要勇敢尝试
不管结局是怎样的故事
我会永远记得你的名字

安分守己

2012-01-01T18:04:00.002+08:00

Jessie Tang, 你给我安分守己乖乖在家等开学...

我没办法..

2012

2012-01-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

Wishes for 2012.

1. Lesser disaster around the world. *so I can still travel around :p*

2. Parents healthy and happy

3. My friends healthy and happy.

4. Be with you, and all the happy goes to you. ♥

5. Travel to several countries-

Korea, Japan, Taiwan, Bali, Phuket, Chiang Mai, Koh Samui, Europe and Australia.. *too much? yes, at least 2 will do*

6. Getting job, no matter low pay or high pay, I don't mind.

7. Please graduate with at least CGPA 3.0 :(

8. *Secret* but will take some action on it !!

烟火的季节

2012-01-01T01:12:00.000+08:00

在这烟火的季节，我不出门，也不庆祝...
没有曾经爱过热闹与群众，以为自己是怪人...
原来也不是，我也只是比较喜欢乖乖上下网，听听歌，写下部落格罢了...
所以也把这些喜好在迎接这新的一年的到来时不停的重复..

祝福与好听的话，我不会讲，
但还是要希望大家开开心心，身体健康就好！
老土吗？但这两样东西也是最难求的啦！

2012 年，快乐....

我可能不会爱你

2011-12-29T14:26:00.005+08:00

最近迷上了一部偶像剧，

我可能不会爱你...

里头一句话说，还满有意思的，

“拥有就是失去的开始”...

想拥有却害怕失去..

所以才当一辈子的朋友，不可能爱你..

之外，这部戏还描说一个单身30岁女人的害怕..

时间，它好恐怖，不停的追着你跑..

“你已经过了做梦的年纪." ouch, 多痛啊..

单身，这么恐怖吗...?

背影

2011-12-29T03:25:00.002+08:00

最近，好像爱上了自己的背影...

怎么看，都好像好寂寞

一个人，无论有多厉害的成就，

即使世界就在你脚下，

你也开心不起来..

巴肯山的日落

2011-12-28T01:20:00.005+08:00

日落又日出，日出又日落，

天天不停的重复，

但日出与日落却成为了景点，

太阳，它一整天都在，为什么日出与日落比较珍贵呢？

就把太阳它比喻成人的一生呗，

日出时，大家兴奋的很，

过后它，偶尔被看见，偶尔被云它挡着，

没人理会它的存在，即使它把大地照亮，把衣服晒干，

仍旧被抱怨说它又热又晒，

到了傍晚，它要离去了，

大家才懂得珍惜，拥挤去欢送它..

人嘛，也要等到死去才会被珍惜吗？

Phnom Penh 1 day Trip

2011-12-27T22:58:00.009+08:00

On 13rd Dec 2011,

4 girls flew to a Phnom Penh, (a not so well-known in tourism, and why were we there?)

*clear throat*

honestly, because of cheap air ticket!

and cheap air ticket delayed it's flight for 2 hours, Hell yeaa!!

Upon arrival, the person who supposed to pick us never show up and we took a tuk-tuk to our hotel.

Look, we have a octopus hair lady on tuk-tuk.

After we settled our luggage at Diamond Hotel (I forgot to snap picture, damnit, a-quite-okay hotel with reasonable price), we book a Tuk-Tuk for our day trip at Phnom Penh.

Station 1, Wat Phnom.

Entrance fee: USD 1

hmmm, i don't know much about this place,

it just like a park with a temple on the hill,

a good place to snap some pictures ;)

and they have this replica of "na xie nian".. xD

A group photo *cheeesee*

coming pictures are just some stupid and funny pictures.

No.1

No.2

No.3 Chakkk! :)

I found a Pro photographer with a great pose!

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Station 2, Tuol Sleng Genocide Museum.

Entrance fee: USD 2

I would say this is a very sad place, by looking at these, I felt the way the victims being tortured. People said Cambodia full with ghost, *well, I would say everywhere full with ghost*,

and all the victims died without reasons.

The autocratic leader just want to kill all the democratic residents in Cambodia at that time, how stupid.

So, this is the tomb for 14 of the victims.

This is the place to keep the victims. It was a secondary school.

the inner part looks like this, each of the cell keep a victim. I think the space of each cell is only 3sq ft.

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Okay, temporary end of sad story.

let's have a cup of Cambodia coffee.

Hmmmm, to be honest, Not nice! haha.. cost: USD1.

On the way to killing field, we saw alot of scenes like this. Cambodia is still under developed country.

Tuk tuk chia boh yiu liao, get a "handsome" to refill petrol beh..

Another nice scene on the way to Killing field.

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Station 3, Killing Field.

Entrance fee: USD2/pax or with earphone guide USD 5/pax

This place is connected with genocide museum. In genocide museum, they did not kill, they tortured the victims. As the amount of the victims increased, they sent the victims to this killing field, killed n buried.

This tower was built to put all the victims skulls and bones. Feeling complicated when see this, we respect but on the other hand, actually we afraid.

A mass grave to bury 450 victims.

Shannie was trying to snap some pictures with afraid mood.

Snap a man with a hand try to keep the place clean.

and yeah, we are leaving to another less-sadness and less-scary place larr..

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Station 4,

Royal Palace, a place which the king stays at the moment.

Entrance fee: USD 6.25/pax

Quite alot of areas were prohibited, and we had a constipated lady behind the sign.

来玩嘛，就要癫一癫!!

narcissism XD

We got a lady to help us to snap a group picture :) *smile*

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Station 5, random hawker.

This was nice, nice nice nice, with green tea.

delicious desserts.

Fried Chinese Mee, everything fried in Cambodia was just nice!

Mee hoon soup, Shannie's favourite.

Lok Lak, it was a beef based dish served with rice.

The beef in Cambodia did not taste like beef, they tasted more like pork.

SO, how much it cost of these food,

Ta da!

They cost us 37000 Riel. haha, which is USD 9.25/4pax.

The end of Phnom Penh.

The next day we depart to Siem Reap by bus.

Stay tuned ;)

傀儡

2011-12-27T22:33:00.004+08:00

我，高高在上，

亮眼的颜色让人们的眼光忍不住停留在我身上..

再美好，再特出，再有个性;

悲哀的是，

我只能乖乖做个社会的傀儡...

Dream Trip

2011-12-26T05:48:00.002+08:00

I wanna backpack to Europe!! SO MUCH!

Norm

2011-12-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

Must we live as the norm to be normal?

Unacceptable or abnormal?

Christmas

2011-12-25T00:57:00.002+08:00

I try to let myself not too emo,

it's Christmas!!

Actually Christmas does not mean anything to me,

I never celebrate Christmas,

and most of the Christmas I also will be at home.

I try to get some happy from those who are celebrating now :)

Jingle bell, jingle bell.. lalalalala :)

不平凡

2011-12-24T14:54:00.005+08:00

与众不同并不代表你不正常,

而是显出你比别人更特别, 更能耐..

Frrriiiiiiddddaayyyy!

2011-11-04T09:35:00.001+08:00

Omg, it's Friday and I'll have 3 days off! It's exciting but yet I have alot work still pending leaaa...
Hope I can enjoy the last two weekends here in Penang ;)

Long lost BLOG!

2011-11-03T22:43:00.002+08:00

OHHH MMYY GAWDDD,

I've been abandoned my blog for so long, it's time to re-write about my life.

I never realized I was so open my feeling to the public and

I am totally different now and afraid of speaking out my thoughts.

Getting no guts, and coward.

and now blogger froggie tang is back!

I will try my best to post anything which is memorable in my life,

shall use some time to repost what had happened in the last year :)

BFF :)

2010-08-23T13:01:00.013+08:00

Pulau Perhentian 17.5.10-19.5.10

2010-05-23T18:07:00.010+08:00

After a long hectic sem, we planned to go Perhentian...yippeee..

well, lots ppl told me tat 5 gals go on a trip,

muz be very be careful..

well i guess i have the responsible to take care of them, because this was planned by me..

and yeahhhh...we are back safely and enjoyed..=D

Love polaroid? =]

we take flight to kota bharu and then a van brought us to kuala besut,terengganu and transfered to speed boat and finally we were in pulau perhentian!

it's a long long journey....

well, where's kota bharu....

someone answered me it's in johor bharu, one said terengganu, one said kuatan and another one said it's pahang?

oh lols, it's at kelantan, my girls..

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the speed boat was scary and we reached there with everything wet..

sea water splash to our face and it's so painful..

but nice try! haha...

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ta-da..what we did there?

the main activity!!

it's snorkeling larrr

okay,it's me...=D i cant swim and he brought me to see turtle!

haha, chee shan look so cute...there's someone cuter.....

neh! Lingy is sooooooo cute...hahahaha

the pro swimmer...

anyway thanks to lingy and wei wei took care of me n qi- the two noobs who cant swim..

here's qi and shan =]

me n qi..

look at my arm...there's two colours already...

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after snorkeling,

we went for a walk along the beach..

look at these gals...they were enjoying....

look the sunglasses, the reflection of me and the seaa and sky...nice nice nice!

the group pict i found im cute..haha..

and shan was the one capture here and there with her lomo and baby Sony..

this was taken by lingy with my baby lomo..

look at the water...isn't that niceeee....=D

the thinnest one lea.... so lingy choose her to be the model..haha..lomo nice,rite...

okay, the sunset at coral bay, pulau perhentian kecil..

lomo version...

dslr version

awww...i miss perhentian...i want to stay there with the girls..

we had so much fun there....

leaving kota bharu and back to KL lea...

again we took speed boat to kuala besut and transfered to a van to kota bharu and took plane back to LCCT and weiwei's cute daddy fetched us back to Vista Komanwel..

What a long journey.. make me so dizzy @.@

anyhow,

it's really a nice trip..

I would say it's the ever best trip for me..

and had the max fun with these pretties...

*there're more pictures in fb..check it out..it's really a nice place to go

Let's plan for nx trip> HOng Kong =p

我讨厌我自己

2010-05-15T03:59:00.003+08:00

我讨厌我自己

讨厌那一副不认真的样子

讨厌总是吊儿郎当

讨厌自己不爱回家

讨厌那臭脾气

讨厌那自我

讨厌总是爱叛逆，都几岁啦

讨厌我连自己都讨厌

我不想孤零零

我又不想说一大堆客套话

去社交

就是不爱应酬

唉

送我去外星

停下来

2010-05-09T18:06:00.004+08:00

时间嘀嗒嘀嗒的过去，

人们随着年龄的增长，

脚步也跟着变快了，

快的快喘不过气，

是时候停下脚步，

看一看周围，

关心曾忽略过的亲人，朋友，

那脚步是不够时间快，

所以别不知量力，

和时间赛跑，

休息一下吧...

下着雨，

一杯咖啡，

一首歌，

让心情都平静了下来

J

2010-05-09T14:09:00.002+08:00

Who is J huh?

Been cracking my head..

hey, leave a comment here if you read this.. =]

A letter for You

2010-05-09T02:38:00.003+08:00

Mommy, I love you..

We are that far yet so close..

In the previous post, i mentioned bout the strangeness among me and my family,

yeap, there's a gap within us..

but doesn't mean that I don't love them..

They are still at the top of my priority.

today is mother's day,

everyone is shouting mommy, i love you in the blogpost or facebook..

and im one of them..xD

wonder how many mommy could read these words from their children.

Mommy,

I am not a good girl,

I did lots of bad things which had upset u.

I am not a good girl,

I don't like to go home.

I am not a good girl,

I couldn't manage to achieve something that you wish.

Mommy,

You're my superwoman,

You're stronger than any others woman out there,

You helped dad to build his business and managed to raise us up,

You are the one who hold the family when something goes wrong,

You free us to let us know how's the world out there,

Mom, you're awesome..

But remember that, superwoman is still a human..

Please take care of your health..

I still need you to support me..

When i was young,

mommy is always the most fierce person on the earth for me,

I was so afraid of her,

she beat us like nobody's business,

and as time goes on,

her temper getting better and i bet she is not energetic like old times d..

the wrinkles, the pain, the white hair started to look for her..

if i could, i don't want to grow up,

I rather you can beat me everyday than getting older..

Mom,

rest more if u could..

don't spoil your health before of my turn to take care of you...

Mom,

I love you.

家人

2010-05-01T20:17:00.004+08:00

有着血缘关系，

给我钱，

提供我住所，

打开门欢迎我回家，

奇怪的是，

我们原来都不熟，

有时很庆幸自己比别人多出一份自由，

大声告诉别人我很独立，

但心里就是想要有多那一份关爱，

就会想有人管一管，

秀一秀...

几乎每一天，

身边朋友都会对我喊想家，

而我却只会觉得羡慕，

好好噢，他们又想家，

因为我从来没有想回家，

家的温暖，我忘了；

家里的床，让我失眠；

家里的狗，忘了我是谁；

家里的人，说的话，我都再也搭不上；

好像真的好久都没回家了，

更是害怕回家

那当我累了，我该到哪去？

电脑是我好朋友，

没有它的一天，我不知该做什么；

好朋友是我家人，

在你最难过的时候，

把手打开，

让出肩膀，

帮你擦泪；

好朋友会结婚，会有孩子，会有自己的家庭，

谁能帮你擦泪一辈子啊？

身边的那个人，

也许就是最亲的人，

一起开心，一起伤心，

累的时候，有人背你走，

伤心的时候，有人抱着你不放，

有人等你回家，

有人知道你在想什么，

他都不让你一个人走，

更比别人都还担心你，

感情，总是还会有破裂的时候，

有谁能保证永远陪着你？

有时候,

想一想还是一个人吧，

不需要交际，不需要顾虑，不需要迁就，

就一个人，

也可以很好

我要一个人去旅行！！

带着宝贝相机，

到处去看看

颓废

2010-03-01T13:07:00.004+08:00

I have a picture to share,
this is a random picture i snap when BBQ in wen wei's hse..
somehow, it's nice..=)

i hope you will like this..=)

back to the topic,
recently, heavy workload had suffocated me..
too emotional, cant do well, cant manage well, cant decide well..
tui fei like hell..
i start to wonder,
how many classes did i skip this sem..
seems like more than the classes i attended..
sighh..
i think i gotta kill myself soon..
tui fei dao baoooo...
endless work..like never can finish..
i try to be optimistic,
but it's still not me..

I NEED COMPANY MORE THAN EVERYTHING..
but it seems so hard..
sigh, back to work ba, jctang...

no matter what, i'll still try to smile..=D

Talented?

2010-02-28T02:17:00.004+08:00

Lots of Hobbies,
Lots I can do..
but i wasn't that talented.. ;)
I can sing, i got sense, i can snap,
just not good as people..
Recently i am quite interest with photographing..
well, i know im not really that good in it..
but i enjoyed snapping every memorable moments..
:)
I had an outing with my best best best best friend, keh sin..=)

was snapping this with new cammie, Harinezumi!!!
i was excited to have this camera..
and it's really a great one..
I really really want to say thank you to someone which...make me buy this..=)
you know who you are,
and why i want to thank you..
=')
love you guys, always by my side no matter what..
wondering how my new cammie looks like?
here it is..

isn't tat cuteeee...=)
maybe i just not tat talented to snap the 'nice' picture yet..
but im enjoyed what i am doing..
a collections of camerass is always my dream..
=D

i ain't that smart,
ain't that hardworking,
ain't that talented,
well, it's me Jctang.. ;)

It's Shannie's big day~21st lorrr

2010-02-22T19:15:00.003+08:00

It's a busy week,
everyone is busy rushing their reports and projects!
It's cruel for shan..
21st birthday lerrrr...
but anyhow,
lingy and her cute bro made these cupcakess...for shannie!!
very nice huh!!!

7 x 3 =21 years old lorrr...
creative brother!

happie birthday chee shannnnnnn!!!
loves

look, our baby snake turn 21 larrrr...

aiyo, dun shy shy larrr..haha..
shan, i have done ntg for ur birthday,
sorry ehhh..
these pictures are for you..
edited since i was home...
Hope you like themm...
lovesss...
Happy 21st birthday..
stay happy forever

我是谁我是谁我是谁

2010-02-21T12:34:00.004+08:00

刚看了baby wenwei's blog...
发现了这首歌，
超cool的，
i like it..!

我是谁我是谁我是谁

我是谁你是否常常这样问自己
我是谁总是活在别人的期望里
我是谁是谁又擅自帮你定义了
你是谁只有不是自己才安全

为什麽你以为这个世界很美丽
为什麽你爱这个世界胜过爱自己
为什麽这个世界不给你平等待遇
为什麽到底做错了什麽

朋友都说你太太太奇怪
在背後把你当成笑笑笑话看
每一个动作都被瞎猜
他们说你是个不能容忍的存在
你想要的很很很简单
不过就是最普通的的的平凡
诚实做自己有时候很难
但是请你勇敢的试一次看看

无论他们又说什麽闲言闲语无法伤害我
世界上只有一个我没人能代替的我
无论他们又做什麽小动作无法打败我
我知道自己是最美丽的
The most beautiful

会不会上帝把你的灵魂放错了身体
会不会是故意整你不是不小心
会不会你常常都觉得力不从心
会不会坚持要做自己太危险

凭什麽难道比较特别就是不对
凭什麽先下了注解在认识之前
凭什麽只不过想认真的活一遍
凭什麽随便就把人定罪

是谁这个问题困扰你多少天多少夜
我是谁谁有资格决定你怎样才是对
我是谁我是谁我是谁
我就是我你就是你
认真做自己的人最美丽

be yourself is the best..
forget bout what you wear,
you are you,
the most beautiful...

Blog abandoned? Noo..noo..not yet

2010-02-18T17:18:00.003+08:00

My new room..
colourful huh...
anyway, life is so dead..
everyday reports, projects, tests..
well, im suffocated..
temper getting worst due to lack of sleep..
body heat increases and mosquitoes love me!
gosh... i gotta faint..
Happy chinese new year everyone..
it's not a holiday for me..
sigh

Friendship

2009-12-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

well, everyone has friends, hi-bye friends, normal friends, close friends, best friends, the friends who understand you, the friends who listen to you..there are lots lots of friends..
i would like to say friendship is like life..
it'll descend and ascend..
it need several conditions to build up a friendship..
that's timing, feelings, passions, understanding and trust..
for me,
i am proud to say i can make close friends easily,
i can touch people's heart easily,
but i did put effort..
i mean effortss..
i care, i share, i trust, i throw out whatever i have to them..
a sad thing is nothing stay forever included friendship..
Many stages we have to go through in our life,
we get used to our baby sitter,
we get used to our kindergarten's frens,
we get used to our primary school frens,
we get used to our high school frens,
we get used to our college frens,
university frens, colleagues,
imagine how many people we will meet in our life..
we have to move on, right?
once the frequency, the feelings of two people change,
isn't that is the time to leave?
Leave sounds like abandon..
but don't u think leave is prevent things getting worsen?
Let's see, if the thinking are different already,
there will be alot of disagreements...and quarrels..
Some said quarrels make two people getting closer and more understanding..
But it doesn't work on me..
I hate quarrels, it doesn't bring any even a little better to a relationship for me..
sounds selfish?
ain't that human are selfish?
Happy is the feelings we always looking for..
to be with someone that is comfortable with you, is that a wrong?
Relationships that staying physically close yet the hearts are apart?
Is that a good thing?
The close relationships doesn't need to stay physically close whereas their hearts are sticking together..
For me,
after quarrels, there's a thorn in my heart..
i'll feel awkward.. and i don't know how to communicate anymore..
Perhaps there's some mistake when i am handling with bunch of friends..
i may neglect some of them and to be harsh, abandoned them...
I usually let it be when something happened in a relationship,
I don't talk, I don't dig the N years stuff out and discuss to blame..
Because i know talk doesn't help anymore..
it's gone..
the feeling is gone, the passion is gone..
how we hold back like old times?
the main components of the friendship are absent..
I might handle thing in immature, childish, selfish ways,
but at least, I don't make things worst..

When i cared, do you show your appreciations?
When i asked, do you feel like share?

I am just a human being,
I can't give out, stay happily with everyone all the times..
i might tired, i might fed up, i might give up..
But i kept it to myself..

and I'm JC, I am not JCs..
I can't stay with everyone all the times..
I have to make decisions..
I am just a normal human being as you all do..
I did mistake, I act selfish and I can't fulfill all the needs and expectations..
I am just a human being like you..
I am not superhuman..

Forgive me if i offended anyone,
Forgive me if i did any mistakes..

I am not a kid,
I can think,
I am not retarded..
I just a person like you..

Balance point,
I should have a balance point to every of the friends..
But, if treating everyone the same..
Who'll be the close one?
and who'll disclose things to you?

Sorry if I made any wrong statements..

I am praying hard

2009-12-15T23:58:00.002+08:00

I am praying hard..
and I am sincere..
Please,please...
I am just begging for this time..
transfer all my luck to her..
she needs it!
I don't mind to kena bird shit once i get out from the building..
I don't mind to fall in longkang..
just withdraw all of my good lucks and place it to Lim Xiu Qi!
=D..
Everything will be alright

KLCC

2009-12-07T01:42:00.007+08:00

It's pc fair!!
I have a date with the galssss..
^^
after pc fair, we went klcc and had our lunch in sakae sushi..

she's daydreaming while waiting for our seat..

haha, pearly finally is here...but the aunty look funny at the back..

yiting: jie, are u the model of sakae sushi? you very pretty errr..
that's what xiuqi told me, i really LOL..xD

taken while waiting for the food, lingy and chicken's old frenss

this is nice, pearl pearl..
u finally look good in picture =p

that's our food!!!~~~
to be honest,not really nice..
because............
we are zanmai's FANS!!!

pearl pearl with her salmon rice

nahh...chicken old best fren, hui shan..
nice to meet you yea..=D

their old frenss..Jermin and Huishan..

Look at the gal with Sloggi bag..LOLs..both of them wanted to be tall as huishan but...
somehow, they are cute..=)

taken randomly before we went home..
a happie date with the gals..
=D

For You

2009-11-28T02:35:00.003+08:00

This toy is for you.. =)
Green one would be me and the red one would be you..
we'll lean on each other to face and go through everything..
This blog post is written for you..
You know who you are...
I just want to tell you,
no matter what's happen,
as your best friends we will be always around to help..
never give up!
we love you!!

Edited

2009-11-25T22:26:00.004+08:00

ngahahaha...i got it in gurney plaze..
guess wat..
it's 50% discount!!
weeeeeee~~~

MCKY...xD..50% also..

my green green and red red....
=)

the toothbrush holders that i got in from pasar malam..
cute,rite?

taken b4 leaving the hse to midvalley today..
yes,im juz too boring..
so i keep edited pictures and snapping pictures..
but,after tml, i have to back to my notes again ba..
sighhhh..
IMU,i beg u let us pass

Sem 3 Trip~ Langkawi and Penang

2009-11-25T20:43:00.014+08:00

Finally EOS is over,
here we come, langkawi!
we took plane there at 17th Nov 2009

when we reach, we went for our 1st lunch in langkawi

which is this place..
nice picture with lingy,xiuqi,shan,weiwei and ailing!

at the nite, when we are ntg to do..
it's love JC, can see?? lols

it's xiuqi's foot with the puma slipper and shan was far away there..
so that she looks slim..
ngek ngek

My gals are jumping...lols...look lik four frogs..

more frogs here...

I dint know what's so nice in this picture..
but i juz love this..
4 noobs posing differently..xD..
but everyone still look pretty

was taken in oriental village..

lingy's shock face...

the staircase that we need to climb up to the waterfall..

here are we, in the waterfall..
it's red's day..errr..mix with pink..=)

err..i know i loook lik a small kid..
but look at the two at the back...
after that, we back to our resort,
and we went to the beach, lingy was drawing a love on the sand..
she looks so serious..

here is the love..it wouldn't fade even it's covered by the water...

pearly, weiwei, jc, lingy, shan and xiuqi are in loveeeee...
we never forget bout u,pearlyyyyy....

jd was making his castle.. but in this picture, he looks so lonely because there's a couple as a contrast of him..anyway, he is not lonely...=)

random thoughts that came into my mind..
i drew this..
i knew it's ugly..
but i purposely made it kindergarten-alike..
reflect the simplest love..

here is jd's castle..nice,rite???
and yy pirated it as her msn dp..lols

here is another start of the next day..
we woke up late and we had our brunch in this artisans cafe..
the pizza is superrrrbbb nice...
if u have a chance to go langkawi,
muz go this cafe..
get a 4 cheeses pizza!!

after that, we back to resort again..
it's black day..
all of us were in black! besides shan...dark blue..coz she did not bring the black shirt..
i like this picture the most..
coz it took the slimmest angle of mine!!!
thanks lingyyyy!!
lols

it here! we're in Lang Square..
my gals is jumping again..lols..
weiwei was in skirt..so....

five of us..=) i like this picture..

i saw padi field when we drove back resort..
i required them to stop and i get down from the car..
and i took picturess...
this is the one i like the most..=)

it's sunset!! this world is so wonderfulllll!!! =D

here are the chocolate we bought in langkawi..lols..
the winner goes to shan! she bought the most!!
=p

the last nite in langkawi..
we made this...
love pearly...=)

was taken by jd b4 leaving the beach to penang..
everyone of us juz laugh naturally..=D..
gals, i love u all...

forming 2 lovesss...
send to pearlyyy...=*

on the way to airport..

our tickets to penang..

the husband and wife..
look so sweet, rite?

the path of the plane

here we are in penang having ice kacang..

look at it...look tasty,rite?
i miss it right now...

my pretty galssss..=*

the uncle was making apom manis..

taken in gurney plaza

loook at these two prettiess...=DD

weiwei's tortoise wanted to take picture with me b4 leaving..
so i fulfill it's wish..=p

it's weiwei's baby..=)
taken in the bus on the way back to kl..
nothing much in penang beside jam and shopping centres...
they love to horn when driving..
it's really scary..ooopsss...
anyway,we have a nice trip...
loves

Langkawiii~~~♥

2009-11-15T18:01:00.001+08:00

Langkawi, here we comeeee~~
weeee~~
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

End oF semester

2009-11-08T19:31:00.004+08:00

my current profile picture..
im restless..
help me..really cant sit still..

arhh..EOS coming..
it's tomorrow..
i m speechles.. i hate study.. im getting more slack sem by sem..
i think there will be noone on9 tonite..
good luck everyone.. loves

F for life♥♥♥

2009-11-02T22:21:00.007+08:00

6 days to go..
EOS is around..
I am still cant concentrate..
so today we went starbuck for study...
=p and of coz for fun..

in the car, on the way to pyramid..

taken when we having our lunch...lingy's fingers, spec and her scratched kitty..lols

our lunch! hmm...yummy yummy....

i spot this little things...cuteeee...

yes, we were in starbuck for 6hours...

the coffeesss...and it makes us stomachache...==

hmmmm....yummy yummy....

i have no idea with what she wants to do....xD
dinner time!

hello,miss...this is not for ur face...

it's for my baby lea...=p

my little mushroom...

*ta-da*

superbbbb nice!

arghhhhhh...i love sushi zanmai....

click to enlarge this..
from top left to top right
and down left to down right...
we have ntg better to do..
this is the way we releasing s.....tress?
are we stress?...xD

yiii...full edi lu~

spoonless chicken..=p

simply like this picture which taken by lingy...=)

yiii...her long hair....

yea...my galsss...=) soowei and pearl pearl were absent...
next time take another with 5 of you! lovessss...
yes, Food for life and of course Friends for life...
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

random

2009-10-31T15:46:00.002+08:00

have been staying here for more than a year..
i never realise here can be so beautiful..=)

the golf view from my balcony

of course not to forget u..
little thingy...
so cuteeeeee...

October ♥

2009-10-29T23:33:00.007+08:00

It's study break, but well...
we still went pasta zanmai again..
this is our dessert.
yummyyyy....

and after that, im finally get to buy the dream camera that i want since long long time ago..
=)
it's u canon 500D!

the 1st image that my baby canon snap!
it's you,chicken lim...xD
it's snap by the dealer, not me *surrender*

well, i started to play with this baby canon..
i totally forgot that im in study break..LOLss..

the night view of vista..

my white board..full with pictures and notes by frens..

my toyss...froggies, baby milos and baby lion...

it's my amplifier from the gals and the baby milo on the top of it (which from yy) ^^
i like all these stuffs...
thanks again!!

here my baby canon...=)
anyway, i think this ocotber is the luckiest october that i ever had..
i got amplifier, i got mp3 and i got this! camera!!! the most i desperate for..
i got it, i got it!!*jump around*
anyway, it's canon eos 500D, so bring the luck for me to pass my EOS=end of semester, ok?
please.. lols..
Im happie..
im blessed...=)
i love and being loved..

♥ Thanks everyone for my bufday♥

2009-10-20T15:23:00.016+08:00

On 16th Oct, i went to wangsa maju to meet these old frenss..
kehsin, miao, vivian and anata..
because anata had to leave to genting on 17th..
this consider my pre-celebration of bufday ba..
they brought me to Fridays, because tat day is friday!

I still haven get the pictures from anata..so these are the one in my phone..
this dessert is superb nice! brownies with ice cream..
and we ate till superb full, coz we ordered a meal for a person..
we full until the next day and we only eat our breakfast at 4pm the next day..
we drink green tea instead of beer this time..
health-conscious..
lols..

this is what dear dear give me..
thanks dear..
thanks sweetheart, loupo and anata for the dinner..=)
i went home around 7pm on 17th October and i was superb tired..
i slept for hours and when it's 12am,
these ppl rush into my room and passed me a cake..
thank you!

i wish that everyone of us can pass sem 3 and stay happy! =D

thanks to these..buddies.. thanks alot..=)

thanks to Jye din for bringing this camera..
he knew i like it, and he begged his sis to lend out this camera..
i have fun with it! =D
wait for me, i'll get one soon!

it's 18th October! kai jia asking me to go her hse at 1pm..
and guess what she did..
she cooked lotus soup for me!
she remembered.. coz i mentioned this few months ago..!
xD..
thanks mommy for everything..=)
It's the time for my galss..
they bring me to soowei's house since i m anti-social..
i scare of crowd..
so they drive me to soowei's hse..
and we have fun there..

another cake..=) thank you,my galss...=)

and this is the present they gave me! amplifier...!
i can blast songs whenever i want edi..=D
on that night, they brought me to look out point..
i miss this place..
at 1st, i want to go genting..and bcoz it's weekend so we couldn't make it and we went small genting.. =)
it's more than enuf, people..thanks alot

another slice cake from mommy..
mommy,thank you..
i didn't know the cake cost u so much..
=p

thank you!! thank you!! the gals, and uncles..=p
end of 18th Oct. im officially 2-0 now!
well, 19th of oct, my hsemate and the gals brought me to jogoya, which i wanted to try long time ago..
thanks again..
promise everyone will smile like the coconut.. ^^
and really thanks again..
sorry for making u guys broke..

the gals and the hsemates..=) ♥ u guys alot..
thanks for everything..
EVERYTHING!

thanks to everyone!
kaijia, simling, sze mien, gsieok, jye din, sing ean, horng ngiap, daniel, james, chin woon, li xian, xin ying, hazel, yah lee, ai ling, xiuqi, ee ling, pearly, chee shan and weiwei!!
thanks for the mp3..
i love it!
again, xiuqi, lingy, pearly, shan and wei wei..
thanks for the amplifier..!
i love it too..it blast my room..xD
thanks to the 5 galss for the pizza hut and cakes..
thanks to chicken for my mouse..
thanks to sim ling for the bluetooth..
thanks to yy for the chocolate..
thanks to ai ling for the key chain..
thanks to mommy for the shirt..
thanks to the SH for the shirt and dinner..
thanks to stephanie, pui mun , wei jie,xiuqi, weiwei and shan for the lunch..
thanks to dear for the photo frame,
thanks to xiuqi, simling and the most important one, kai jia! for the card.. coz kai jia said she started to make my card since last sem break..=D
thanks to mommy bee for the lotus soup..it's so sweet..^^
thanks to everyone!
thanks for bringing me a memorable birthday..
i never tot of there's so many celebrations for a birthday..
THANKS!

天后

2009-10-15T21:04:00.004+08:00

终于找到借口趁着醉意上心头
表达我所有感受
寂寞渐浓沉默留在舞池角落
你说的太少或太多

都会让人更惶恐
谁任由谁放纵谁会先让出自由
最后一定总是我
双脚悬空在你冷酷热情间游走
被侵占所有才要笑着接受
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
推开苍白的手推开苍白的厮守
管你有多么失措
别再叫我心软是最致命的脆弱
我明明都懂却仍拼死效忠
我嫉妒你的爱气势如虹
像个人气高居不下的天后
你要的不是我而是一种虚荣
有人疼才显得多么出众
我陷入盲目狂恋的宽容
成全了你万众宠爱的天后
若爱只剩诱惑只剩彼此忍受
别再互相折磨
因为我们都有错
如果有一天爱不再迷惑
足够去看清所有是非对错
直到那个时候你在我的心中
将不再被歌颂把你当作天后
不会再是我

A very nice song!

Keat yoke, all the best!

2009-10-13T01:17:00.008+08:00

Keat Yoke..

a friend that know her for 14 years..
yes, we know each others when we are 6!
haha, climbing hills together,
went camp together,
the most precious moments of us should be teasing each other but actually we care..
=)
we were best friend..
and we are normal friend..
when I was form 1,
i was forced to go Ipoh and study and I remembered she made me a booklet..
I cried silently when i was go through the booklet when i was leaving cameron to ipoh..
and of coz i still keep it!

haha,bet u shout like hell if u know im posting these here..
but i think u don't even have time to glance thru it right now..
weird feeling..
it's like..we used to be close, but just a night, you are famous right now!

As predicted, you really good in singing since we were young..
getting countless of prizes..
we seriously proud of u as a friend..
=)

You are like a star shining right now..
getting famous and bring pride to Malaysia!
you are fabulous!

getting prettier and more attractive..
can see u in media very often..

Yes, keat yoke, you did it!
and all the best in this field!
You bring pride to Malaysia, Cameron and Bertam Valley!
Cikgu Loi, everyone...
will look at you!
Good luck!!!!!!

Immuned

2009-10-05T04:07:00.002+08:00

it's 4am..
i just done my report..
no more tiring..
no more feelings..
last week, we got 4 tests in a week,
during weekend,we cant even enjoy ourselves by sleeping more than 8 hours..
because there are 4 reports to due on the nx monday..
haha, which is today..
what's else is coming?
another project due this week,
and pbl..whoaaaaahhhh..
next week 2 more reports, 2 article reviews, oh no..
patho case study, and psycho presentation!
no doubt..
this is all due next week!
FFF!!!
IMU want to make us crazy..
after next week, it's study break..
finals coming..
there's really no time for us to stop..
sighhhh..
get immuned to it, my frens..
all the best..
im 20 soon..
oh no..im aging.......

colourful

2009-10-04T13:28:00.003+08:00

this taken on 22nd september..
this girl loves colourful,
so we MADE it colourful..
Isn't that look happie?
Yes,u bring colours to our life..
=)
loves

here is the video on her birthday surprise!..
she keep ahh all the while..
LOL
chicken's ahhh

Stronger

2009-10-04T12:17:00.004+08:00

Had been leaving house for 7 years..
was talking to chicken last nite bout this..
Since form 1 i was leaving home to go ipoh study..
Parents were far far away from me..
for a 13years old gal, what can she do?
she has nothing, only has a table, a chair, a wardrobe, a bed and a radio in her bedroom..
and a bicycle..
she has no handphone..
she miss home,
she miss siblings,
she miss frens,
she miss parents..
she cant call, coz aunty will nag..
everynight waiting for parents' call although they just talk not more than 2 minutes..
but this maintain till now..7 years edi, my parents still call me every night!
yes,i should feel blessed enough..
but for a teenager, she did not think maturely, she thought her parents don't love her..
she started to run away from school,
run away from aunty's hse..
she needs attentions!
she regreted at last,
once she run away from school and get caught by school,
her parents were informed, and they rush to Ipoh and searched for this silly girl..
They cried, they asked why are you so childish..
why are you so selfish..
i wonder now, wasn't the gal noe the parents did all this just for her to get better education?
stupid silly girl..
after 2 years staying with aunty,
parents keep getting complain from aunty..
and the parents couldn't bear with it anymore..
the parents bought a house for this gal and since her younger brother was 13 soon..
these two naughty things have a house..!
but they have their own lives..
bring own frens back to home and party..
they don't even bother each others..
it's sound free, happening and happie,rite?
but this gal loved to stay back in school til 7pm everyday
coz she doesn't want to be alone in home..
she wants to be with her frens..
by looking at her fren's parents fetching them back,she felt empty..
she wondered, when will her parents do the same?
yaya, bus driver is ur parents..
xD
nobody waiting her home..
no one cares whether she comes home anot..
nobody doing house chores for her,
nobody cook dinner for her..
perhaps there is...
someone prepared dinner for her..
yea! the hawkers...xD
that time onwards,
friends are her family members..
she loves her frens alot alot..
her frens wondered why this girl's mood can be affected by some simple stupid words from her fren's mouth..
yea,my frens, now u know why...
but when she's come to form 4,
she started to think bout her future,
she struggle hard in her studies to cover back her previous failure..
she did it..although she did not get the extreme good results,but she did it..
she proved the teachers, she proved the one who looking down on her..
since that time,she promised,she swore that she'll never waste her parent's effort,
she'll never want to dissapointed them..
when comes to college time,
again,she needs to adapt her new life..
staying with the one she's not close with..
have to act strong but tears dropped when she showered..
low confidence because of the previous failures..
she is a loner in college..
but luckily there's still some friendly ones come and approached her..
when she graduated from college,
she needs to search for uni..
but there's no one she can rely on,
noone giving her advices,guides and helps..
she did everything alone..
from apply uni to paying fees..
travel from ipoh to KL times in a month by bus..
parents just not too worry bout this girl..
they tot she is strong..
yea..she has to be...
she has to appreciate this faith..
but there's a sorrow which is she never can be like others girl close with daddy, rely on mommy which free from worries bout what she has to eat tonite..
yes,u can definitely say she still has friends,
but friends do have family members as company..
she just has to be strong..
not to over depend on anyone..
yes, I have to be strong..
=)

2009-09-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

:)
i smile when i looked at kids
they are the naive, innocent one..
do things without thinking much,
smile from bottom of heart,
cry when sad..
they never hide their emotionss..
I love kids..
:)

when's the last time u do things without thinking others' opinions and comments?

when is the last time u laugh from bottom of ur heart?

when's the last time u slp soundly, slp without any burdens and worries?
as we age, we're forgetting the basic feelings, basic attitudes, basic happiness of the life..
have u smile today?
:)
i hope i do...everyday

知足

2009-09-29T16:41:00.005+08:00

人永远不会知足
当你得到一直觉得对的东西的时候你会发觉那不属于你
当你得到而开心享受当时人总会更贪心觉得永远不够
人家的总是比较好
可是总不会觉得自己的最好
回头看一看
其实一山比一山高
人你看我好我看你好
越是在乎越是心疼越是失去
性格难改
没有十全十美的人
相处得越久
越是曝露自己的缺点
我本身是爱把缺点遮着小心翼翼不想被人讨厌
我想每个人都一样吧
谁想被讨厌
谁要被遗弃
谁会想一个人
我想自己应该把门打开
让别人进来坐坐
若觉得这房子不适再离开吧
可是若房子喜欢着客人而客人却觉得这房子不够大
这才是最心疼的吧
做人好矛盾哦
该对人仁慈还是自私一些对自己好一些
总有一个平衡点吧

我讨厌习惯
习惯总让我依赖
习惯了依赖
却带来烦恼
难道永远都没有一个两全其美的方法吗？
我累了

The story of Duckie and Chicken

2009-09-27T16:16:00.010+08:00

This is the story about a duckie and a chicken..
when i came to IMU,
I am seriously kinda autism..
But I saw this gal,
quite attractive,talkative, and noob noob like that..
and she is the only person i talk to instead of she talks to me..
kacau her in the english class..
when i look at the contact list of my classmates,
I realized our number are almost the same!!
we got the 5656!
so i started to feel this is really a big coincidence so
I started to text this chicken..
then we started to talk alot,
crap alot and fooling around in the uni..

The 1st picture of the chicken in my phone..
well, why i called her chicken?
simply and straight forward,
cause i think she looks like..
her mouth will never tired,
everywhere we can hear her..
cross road like chicken,
do stuff like small kid..
in a word, i shall say she is...Noob..
xD

this was taken when gen chem poster presentation..
bet u forgot when it's taken..
right?
yea yea, i love to bug her..
and we exchange secrets very often..
when the final exam passed,
we realise we failed the same subjects..
Lols..will u feel offended that im telling this here?
Nevermind lea,k?
on that time,she's nearly give up..
and complaining all the time..
I am proud to tell this,
cause I was by her side that time..
and finally we get over it together..
=)
after we got our results,
we went genting with the guysss..

that's the happie time for us..
we all enjoyed much..
alto all the one who go genting are from the different groups now in the class..
then when we came to sem2,
started to join the food hunting with chicken's group..
and the 1st place we went is Itallianese..
and during the lunch,
we found u are a spoon!
LOLxx..

Look at your evil face..
chen wei ming! xD
but u still the prettiest,k..
then we went NSM,
ur group n my group..
the ten gals are together coz of u and me eiii!
xD

all of your ugly expressions had been captured and stored in our lappie forever...
xD
this is what they describe bout us..
when a chicken meet a duck,
there'll be an endless talking..
sooooo noisy!
xD
i think we really got endless topic to talk about..
I appreciate u as my fren alot.. im sincere.. :)
end of sem2,
we went the 2nd trip together again..
yea, you guys came my home in cameron!

it's such a coincidence..
I love the chicken n duck..
=) i think i should buy it next time..
sem 3, we getting closer and closer..
I am inside your group and tagged to you all whenever you guys go..

I asked to do as me, You din't.. you betrayed me!
and someone said i looked like constipation..
LOL and gik..
But nvm, you looked pretty...
coz i act ugly..=p

the orientation of 2009..
although we are not in the same group..
you did persuade me to join lots of the activities..
and of course mommy bee did too.. *i scare she jealous* oopss..xD i heart mommy bee too,k..

We went famine camp!
Errr...we *Starved*!
1st time that we stick together and without foods!
but we got lots soya bean milk leaaaa...
happie mou?
they know u love soy bean milk eiiii..
xD

yes la yes larr..
i know u love this picture the most..
so this must be here..
that day was zanmai day!
we had sushi zanmai and pasta zanmai at the same day!
seriously i feel happie with u guys!
although we spent alot lea..
although i nearly pokai every month...xD
I still consider myself as the happiest duck in the world..
coz i dun think others duck get to eat zanmai and make best fren like chicken..

Then it's came to your birthday!
the 1st time i celebrate ur birthday with u..
so i was telling myself must make it the best!
xD
and i did it!
happie? i bet u were superb..
cause of u keep screaming and we cant see your eyes!

this was taken on ur birthday lea..
this is the best look of urs among all the pictures..
:)
these are the stories till sem 3,
how bout the rest sem in our uni life?
how bout after we graduate?
i bet our friendship will never change..
coz we have the strongest bond..
which we are in the same family!
Bird family!
i wanted to say sorry again if i say stupid things again to make u cry,
if i misund you,if i m impatient to u..
I nearly broke my promise to u..
I am so so sorry..
I want to say thank you to you too..
for by my side at the hardest time and happie times..
Now,Duckie will keep her promise always..
will never let chicken's tears drop again..
This is the precious friendship of us..
As long as u care, I care..
It'll never end..
Promise that non of us can give up..
coz i dun wanna to be apart with u..
I want to by ur side and help u to go thru everything..
and i bet u wanted to too,right?

Loves

Me

2009-09-26T14:58:00.004+08:00

I think i am a weirdo..
I don't talk..
I don't fake my feelings and expressions..
I am stubborn,
I am impatient,
I am anti-social,
I don't talk bad because I ain't perfect..
I don't expect much coz i know the more u expect, the more u disappoint..
I have bad temper and I always don't change it,coz i think this is me..
I swallow my tears back to my stomach when something goes wrong..
I don't want to tell anyone coz i dun want to trouble anyone
I changed when I meet the person that I care,
I can be gentle,
I can be patient,
I can be talkative,
I can give out everything of mine..
I hate this me,coz it's not me..
But u guys changed me,
everything of mine juz changed..
It doesn't seems is a happie way for me..
My heart ache juz when a small ignorance or lack of bit attention..
I don't want myself to be like that..
This is not Jctang..
Should I back to my original way,
which don't give out and don't receive..
Be the loner..
I don't mind as long as nobody is hurt..
can I run away to a place that's nobody is with me..?
I don't need love,
I don't need care..
I...
just want to escape..
ha,kinda coward huh..
pity u,jctang...
my door is closed..
come and knock tomorrow..
=)

2009-09-24T20:22:00.002+08:00

不屑

事情如果那么简单那就好了
想让自己不见瞬间就统统消灭
人类如果没有心脏那就好了
受伤不会流血悲伤也不会流泪

不需要有同类传染颓废
不需要愚昧的尊严
不需要去偷窃你的思念自我安慰

就让我伪装我嘴角不屑
让孤独乘以更孤独的两倍
允许我保留最后一点点特权
赦免我想念你的心碎
如果我眼神里闪烁不屑
可能我心里一半地已经残废
那一半跟着你走远了的那一天
这一半渐渐地瓦解

如果我还有一点点不屑
别想要说服我纯洁的绝对
我只是世界上物种绝种的绝类
悄悄的失眠了一光年
如果我还有一点点不屑
那是我自己虚荣心在作祟
自以为或许我们有一天会重叠
我可以再爱你第二遍

Nice song..
sighhhh

I miss you =(

2009-09-24T01:21:00.003+08:00

Dear dear, dear dear..
I miss you so so much..
sighhh..
i remember the combination of yellowie and greenie..
xD
u love yellow and i love green..
we alws make thing in these 2 colours..
hehe,
today when i stare on our chat box in msn,
i realise, we wore our favourite colour shirts and we pose almost the same!
so i combine this picture...
=D..
I miss u stupid chong keh sin!
come and find me larrr..
i dun want to go ur place arrr...
so farrrrr...
sei yeh..

this is the 2009 one..
2010 one u make for me,k?
take care there..
=)

from,

honey

Happy Birthday to My Chicken Lim Fei Mui Zai =D

2009-09-21T23:05:00.002+08:00

Say bye bye to 10++ larr..
Welcome to 20++..
Ngek ngek ngek..
Happy birthday ar..
Sorry that i cant celebrate birthday with u..
u know that my heart was edi tag to u,rite?
I hope u have a great birthday with the gals...

hehe, i love these two pictures..
because...
u look pretty!!
wow!
Pretty 20 larrr...
and hope all your dreams come true..
love u alot alot alot x10000000
xD..
Happy birthday

It's Friday!

2009-09-19T00:52:00.011+08:00

It's Friday..
It's holiday..
Promise to meet the gals at 8.30am
But i woke at 8.30am..=.=
We said,
study till 12pm lea..
then we go Pyramid..
well,
from 9.30am to 12pm..
i never read a word..
and we did this..
cam-whore!!

well, i know i am...narcissism..

help me lea, sei chicken,peace there...ish!

she said she's tired of studying..
R U SURE?
do you read?..xD

my two pretty galsss...

a duck protecting a chicken..=)
It's 12pm,
We are here, TGI fridays in Pyramid!

6 of us^^

The 5 gals of mine... Jctang's properties,k...?
wei wei and chicken are lingy's properties..
but lingy,you're my property...=p
so all of u are mine...wakakaa...

haha,pearl tot there's a malay guy at the back...
LOLxx..
it's me!!!!!! your owner!

The appetizer is here! Hmmm...yummy yummy...
it's macaroni with chessesss inside each of the cube!

Our main course!! hmmm...it's all about cheeseeee...yummy yummy...

desserts here!! Pineapple, oreo, snickles, and strawberry!!
Hmmmmm..

Lingy cant wait for it anymore...

Actually the purpose for this outing is celebrating advance birthday for this sha po chicken!..
Sorry chicken..
that i can't celebrate ur birthday on the day itself..
I am sorry..
=(
Happy advance 20th birthday to chicken lim fei mui zai..
=p

We watched this today!
This is funny and superb nice...
Well, truth is always ugly..
=)

Never Give up

2009-09-16T18:29:00.004+08:00

This sem is really making us crazy..
i vow, i had study 5times harder than b4,
but, i never get a better result in this sem..
Yes, i need to work harder,
10times? 20times?
no matter how many times,
we should not give up!
To the one who nearly give up,
hey,do u want to study with ur juniors?
do u want to leave us?
No way,
cheers and work harder from now on..
We must prove Winnie!
xD..

I scare of relying..
I scare of being dump after relying..
I am phobia of it..
I scare of being too over if closer..
So, what can I do?

leave me alone?
but i don't want to be loner..
=(
anyway,
Sorry if i did something stupid..

Dear

2009-09-13T15:50:00.003+08:00

my dear..
since form four..
we cried together,laughed together..
it's seems just happened..
dear,we have been know each other for 5 years!
and now u finally move away from house and this is the time u learn to be independent..
=D
all the best to u in a new environment..
no heater no washing machine..kakaXD..
but bear with it!
you'll be stronger!
don't smile so much arr..
laugh madly,k?
cause later alot flies and butterflies come to u..
XD..
take care,dear..

Happy birthday,Stef!

2009-09-11T02:18:00.003+08:00

We are from C2-06-02..
have been long time never outing with them..
and today we have this chance,
it's our baby's birthday!!
Stef,Happy birthday yea..
=)
we heart u lots..
stay happy always,k..

although there's always misunderstanding and troubles around..
but u know,
we are like a family,
we're not keeping hatred,
we flare up easily when stress..
sorry for the bad temper and i hope our friendship will last forever..

A friend was telling me that life is fragile..
show ur love to the one u love
in case something happen tomorrow..
appreciate and store it as the precious memories..
=)
u know it's u..chicken lim..
yes, i love u all lots..
and i'll try to stay strong..
cause i'll never want to be apart with u all..

Good nite,world

Spoilt duck

2009-09-09T17:54:00.004+08:00

For those who don't know,
my recent nick name is duckie..
and currently im a spoilt duck..

a simply status-im craving for chocolate..
and everyone is bringing chocolate for me..
Im pampered by them..
these people are making my stomach bigger and bigger..
thanks,babes..
this feeling is undescribable,
just...
bersyukur larrrr...
im spoilted by you all..
report,tests,there'll be always have someone to help me last minute,
there'll be always nice food for me even im broke..
thanks to everyone..
im exhausted and out of words to explain this feelings..
just you guys know wat i want to express then should be okay edi..
=D..
cheer up everyday and we'll facing it together one by one..
loves

I am a blissful duck..♥

Feelings

2009-09-09T01:44:00.006+08:00

"Love is not always the story of a girl with a boy.

They can be anyone of your family, friends, pets or even strangers." by gacky

anyway i love this sentence..
i think this is meaningful so i shared it..
gac gac, i think this is so true!

hmm..currently,there's something burden my feelings..
it makes me feel that no matter how best you and your friends are..
they will still leaving you one day..
how weak the bond is...?
it's just a simple jealous, a simple misunderstanding...whatever...
no matter how precious u think the relationship is,
it'll be still ending one day..

i hope they'll be alright soon..
i don't want to care much because im giving u privacy but not that i am not concern bout it..
i don't want to care and i don't want to side anyone of u..
cause i think this is unfair..
if it's yours,it'll be..
if it's not, don't ever force it..
coz it'll be worsen..

to all the one i appreciate,
i may forget some of u
i may neglect some of u,
but i still care..
just that my heart cant be torn into pieces
and im not superhuman..
i love u all as how u love me..
thanks for the love, and i hope our bond isn't fragile like glass..
I hope it can be last as long as it can..
never think of forever..
=)
coz it's impossible...

to the one,
you know someone will not be back,
you know things that would not happen, it will not,
you know it's impossible, why still you think of it..
as usual,
happy isn't hard, don't make it harder than it is..
step back and see,
there's other things that need ur concern more than this..
You'll be alright..
=)

to my gals,
i love u all,
more than everything right now..
everyone's thinking is different,
i knew i can't make u all happy all the time and sometime even worst,
i hope i am doing the right things,
i hope you all don't stress urself too much,
i hope to see u all laughing and smiling all the time..
coz...
i will not happy just when u guys are not..
=)
loves u all lots..

to the two most caring one,
thanks for everything,
thanks for helping me whenever i need,
i knew u guys did alot,
i knew u guys care alot,
i just can say thank you..
thanks for holding and guiding me..
anytime..
im seriously appreciate..
*i wonder why u guys treat me so good*
anyway,thanks again,
without u without me..

these are the feelings for me right now..
it's 2am,
i just finished my report,
my brain is not organised,
forgive me if i said something wrong..
=)
im going to bed with lots of lovess NOW...=D
good night,world

....

2009-09-07T21:28:00.003+08:00

As we grow up..
We forget the things that really make us happy..
Money? Lover? Building? Car? New Handphone? PSP? I phone?
What else...
Good result? Attention?
these all are the stuffs that i never want to desperate for..
They make us lost..
Back to origin,
I just need everyone around me happy and healthy..
Like a kid..
When the people around him laughing at him,
and he'll laugh happily too!
A simple smile, a simple care are the sources for me to stay strong..
Will never ask for more..
Just hope you all are happy..

You know why am I posting this for..
Happy isn't hard..
Why are we making it hard?

In love

2009-09-06T23:54:00.004+08:00

Currently i feel so in love with this song!
and i want to dedicate this song to u all..=)

说你也一样爱着我
为什么你总是闷闷不乐
你知不知道你是最好的
这首歌我唱这首歌就是要给你快乐

世界上只有你独一无二
我为你填上幸福的颜色
这首歌我唱这首歌你要专心的听着

说你也一样爱着我
有一个温暖角落那是我心窝
把你的爱收起来放进我的口袋
不让你轻易离开
我会永远爱着你
到老还是同一句因为我珍惜
轻轻地摇着懒椅戴着老花眼镜
还记得我们这首歌这首歌
还记得我们这首歌
说你也一样爱着我 say you love me

*in love* hmmmm

Top fans..

2009-09-06T23:47:00.003+08:00

Well,let's see..im the top fans for these people..
all my five gals!
im proud of it!
yay!

chicken's

Lingy's

Pearl pearl's

Wei wei's

Shan's!!
and beside that,im the top fans of Li xian!
so shock!

Haha,cant believe im so addictive to facebook..
xD

ERrrr

2009-09-05T14:37:00.003+08:00

Im kinda sure that we are siblings..!

although im not cute,pretty or handsome as them lea..
but they got my interest!
cam-whoring..
LOL..
I miss u two little things

Date

2009-09-05T02:04:00.005+08:00

I think I know why are we so tired..
We worked hard,study hard but we PLAY harder!
actually our class was ended at 12.45pm..
and we can go home and hibernate for a day..
but we dint..
we went The mines!
and watch UP..
Nice movie..
The cinema in the mines was quite empty and we were laughing like mad..
hmm..not me..is the other two siao lang..
The couple sit beside us was saying to each other
---got that funny meh---
LOL..
after that we walking around and these 'two pretty gals' were shopping in stationary shop for an hour!
bla bla bla..
i got my pen and pencils a new house,
but i lost my shaker!
T.T
forget bout it..
before we leave we went Sushi king for our dinner..
and we started to ss..
these are some combination of our pictures..
=D

Soowei kena me when i was eating..
I almost spit the sushi out..
but actually she DID NOT KISS ME!
we just love to act..
and unbelievable that the chicken can capture all the nice shot!
geng wo,chicken,got my talent edi..
=D

Rebel makes me success

2009-09-04T00:32:00.004+08:00

Rebellious students are failures?
I am here to prove you are wrong..
I'll prove you WRONG!

Don't play play ar...
From left to right,
degree in business, degree in nutrition, degree in business, degree in law and degree in finance
we are NAUGHTY but we are doing our part..
XD
so random lea this post..
Just feel to write so..
=)

If..

2009-09-03T17:12:00.003+08:00

If u dare to make a stupid judgement on them again,
I'll chop u into pieces!!!!
Don't simply make judgements!
YOU don't know what people are doing,
and YOU don't know how's people feel!
Get LOST!
Don't you dare to hurt them again..
YOU don't act in that way doesn't mean that others don't..

Sorry that make you guys worried bout me..
I just dislike some idiots make stupid judgement..
Give me sometime and I'll be back...=)
Lovess

Happy birthday Daniel yiii err shann

2009-09-02T23:49:00.005+08:00

I have this cute friend since last year's today..
He is a cute guy and had a nice personality..
well,not too much praises for him..
i scare he'll be flying off and knock his head to the ceiling..XD
Daniel yii,
Sibu,Sarawak has officially becoming an adult today!
he is 20th!! From 19 changes to 20,what's your feeling?
anyway,i'll be facing mine soon..
time to say good bye to 10++..

GOod Luck and all the best to you =)
we'll growing up and older every year almost at the same time..
haha!
haPpy 20th again!!

Peace

2009-09-02T08:40:00.002+08:00

I feel peace right now..
and yet i miss home again..
I miss my brother,
his cool face but caring heart..
Bro,get well soon,k..
After your chicken pox recover,I'll see you soon!
I miss my sister too,
always act don't care but actually she cares..
haha,bet we 3 are the 爱面子type..XD
anyhow,I still love you two..
I miss baba and mommy..
keep buying foods for me but scare of putting weigh on me..
sighh,parents are always contradict...

When will we fly together again?
I love the feelings to be bond with u all..
daddy,mommy,bro and sis...
I love u all and i'll be home soon!
*i skipped miss lee class and i wrote this post..LOL=='',sorry to miss lee*

I wasn't like this

2009-09-02T02:08:00.002+08:00

Dustbin-alike wardrobe,
full with rubbish,
paper wars in my room,
unsweep floor,
5hours sleep,
binge eating,
mood swing...
demotivated..
Mentally&Physically exhausted!!
I AM SUCH A MESS!!

IMU, look what have u did to us?

Owhhhhh....
Pleaseee...I want merdeka again..
I want to sleeepppp!!

No thank you No sorry

2009-09-01T23:08:00.004+08:00

No thank you, No sorry...

Cause i love u babess!!
I wanted to protect these gals so so much!
wanted to make them laugh happily everyday!
SO,PLEASE BE HAPPY
OR ELSE I'LL BE EMO!!
=(

The Nine Gals that I wanted to sayang the most...!
Lovess..
Jiayou,and we can go through these all together towards the end!!

Cry whenever you feel like, we will care for each other and you'll never be alone!

New haircut...?

2009-08-30T19:04:00.002+08:00

been confuse for months that whether want to trim my hair short or not..
and finally today i made my decision..
I cut it..
bye my long hair-gonna be...LOLxx..

emo...?
for studies lea,wat else..
stress like...haih...reports,tests,classes,pbl..
when will this all stop?
But luckily we have 3 days of break,if not i think im collapsing..

after cut hair,sure have some cam-whoring pictures geh larr..
i scare to hurt u guys' eye, so compile it into one..
not tat much marr...
anyway,chicken said these look like ella...
haha,FATTY ELLA..
bet she's just making me happy lea..

wOrLd Of JcTaNg

星期五

我知道啦

宗旨

我不愿让你一个人

Vacations

【我不願讓你一個人】

Reality

此时感觉

面具

好朋友

最后两天

Cutie Pie

<你好吗，我很好>

宠自己

闷

保存期限

同床异梦

安分守己

2012

烟火的季节

我可能不会爱你

背影

巴肯山的日落

Phnom Penh 1 day Trip

傀儡

Dream Trip

Norm

Christmas

不平凡

Frrriiiiiiddddaayyyy!

Long lost BLOG!

BFF :)

Pulau Perhentian 17.5.10-19.5.10

我讨厌我自己

停下来

J

A letter for You

家人

颓废

Talented?

It's Shannie's big day~21st lorrr

我是谁 我是谁 我是谁

Blog abandoned? Noo..noo..not yet

Friendship

I am praying hard

KLCC

For You

Edited

Sem 3 Trip~ Langkawi and Penang

Langkawiii~~~♥

End oF semester

F for life♥♥♥

random

October ♥

♥ Thanks everyone for my bufday♥

天后

Keat yoke, all the best!

Immuned

colourful

Stronger

知足

The story of Duckie and Chicken

Me

I miss you =(

Happy Birthday to My Chicken Lim Fei Mui Zai =D

It's Friday!

Never Give up

Dear

Happy birthday,Stef!

Spoilt duck

Feelings

....

In love

Top fans..

ERrrr

Date

Rebel makes me success

If..

Happy birthday Daniel yiii err shann

我是谁我是谁我是谁